people < feelings

Bollu Vyshnavi
2 min readMay 5, 2023
screwed up people or fogged feeling?

People possess the aptness to make you feel things that you might have never even thought of or did not expect to. Happy, sad, anxious, angry, excited, and these are just too few to list out. They prowess the freedom of making others feel, only when people let them influence them.

Have you ever felt anything at all just because of someone’s presence or even absence? Well, exactly that’s what I am talking about (actually, typing about). It does not matter what you felt, for all it matters is that you beheld a feeling. The feeling does not need to be justified at all (my friend told me once). What you feel, is what you feel. There is no questioning of why or what or how you could have felt that. Well of course there might be a pre pre pre happening of events that helped you conclude what you should feel in a certain situation. But that’s how life works right.

If you are still reading, let me tell you something.

I consider people as beautiful. Ahem, it is a subjective opinion. I can’t agree more. But I deem people as someone scary as well. Told ya people help you feel things.

Your amma’s presence is top-notch to feel pampered. Think of any other person who makes you feel pampered. Now your mother might make you feel intimidated as well (imagine for yourself in certain circumstances). Think of another person who would make you feel that.

Multiple people, Multiple emotions.

Sometimes I wonder where all these emotions are going to be?
When are these caged thoughts going to fly high in the sky and find a partner who would comfort in the thought world? Or did we already discover the one to do that?

How to justify what you are feeling is right or wrong? Are there any pre-set parameters?

Are we even aware of how we make ourselves feel in certain situations? Besides, do you even deserve to experience that way? If it is releasing dopamine, serotonin, or endorphins, they are the winning top-list feeling. I am talking about the ones that clutter you.

Don’t you think there should be an option of unsubscription of people as well? Like trial period and decide accordingly, with no offense.

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Bollu Vyshnavi

words fall short to describe myself in the given set of characters. but a human experiencing things on the way & drafting them in posts. i hope you feel them!